This is my last and final entry on this thing, because it causes more trouble than it's worth...
Because I am grown up enough I decided that I am going to use names in this thing...
To Hanna and Amanda:
I'm sorry you guys feel the way you do...Do you guys wanna know what makes me upset the most? Is that you guys claim to be my close friends but can't even call me and let me know that there is problem. I have to find out from people who read your Xangas...And Hanna if I'm such a waste of time than why bother writing Xanga entries about me? First of off I never even did anything...2nd off Xanga entries are high school...Yes I am leaving one now but that seems to be the only way I can get you guys to hear what I have say..Offiviously the phone is to much a real world device that it can't be used. 3rd off...What happens between us happens between us...Not us and the rest of the town...I know this is what happens in this town but it can be prevented...4th off Hanna what happens between Amanda and Robert happens between them...I have no business in what so ever and I have stayed out of it. Amanda I'm not going to acknowledge you if you can't even look at me...I think out of the things I want right now...It's what I have in life....Hanna as for the phone calls there a two way street...You could've called me anytime just like I could've called you...That's not just my fault..There are a lot of things I don't understand in life and I guess this one of them...No your right I'm not the same girl I was in high school...It's because I've grown up...and so have other people I know...High school is supposed to prepare you some what for the real world...looks like some people can handle it and some people can't...So I hope you two live nice lives in Franklinville...
As to people that actually care and listen to what I have to say:
Josh: I know you don't read this but I love you more anything...You are my best friend, my biggest supporter, You've been there for me when I needed you the most and I love you more than ever...
Robert: You are the strongest person I know and I know that if I ever need someone to talk late at night I know I can call you because your always up...lol You not only my best friend, but basically my brother...And I'm glad to see that unlike some people..You have grown up and realize what you want in life...
Chicken & Fluffy: Your guys are dumb...I love you...Miss you fluff-dawg!
Ashely C: Your right it is funny...But what can ya do? Thanks for being there for me and everything I really really appreicate it...Hope your foot gets better..
Once again I'm sorry for the way you guys feel...Like I said I've grown out of high school and out of this town..I guess the thing that I can't understand is why do things like this happen everytime people come home? I think it's quite childish...and acting like your stuck in high school...But what can you do...that's life | 
